Sunday, June 10, 2007

Long Night

Last night was eventful. I might tell about it later, but right now I will have my prayer journal.

In John 15, You revealed to me that I am Your friend, not Your servent, because You wouldn't confide in a servent. This doesn't make sense right now to me God. I hope that over this week You will reveal to me what the meaning of that is. Chris asked us to ask You to give us an abiding fruit this week, to change our lives forever. There is no doubt in my mind that You will open my eyes to something. I feel ignorant Lord. I wasn't prepared for this trip at all. I came not knowing anything at all. I apreciate that nothing has really struck me hard yet, but God I just feel so lost right now and I think that's what's causing my ignorance. I long to be close to You right now Lord. I long to sing praises to You. I feel blocked Lord and I feel too lost to know how to respond. God take me into Yuor arms and love me and hold me Father. Your arms are my home.

Move me, make me move to You. Change me to be more like You. Bring it on.

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